Wednesday, 26 April 2017

Sister Mary Episode 1


So how did my story with Sister Mary began??…..

Being a young successful civil servant, who luckily got employed immediately after my Nysc. Life was full of fun, adventures and escapades which i was never opportune to engage in during my campus days because of financial constraints. I attended university with almost nothing, but life has a way of pushing someone with one hand and embracing him with another. All my struggles were rewarded with a good job at the end, but what did i do with my new found status?


I ate, drank and smoked women like garri, from campus girls, to working class chicks, from young female teachers to cute attractive executives. I counted my census with no holds barred.

I soon became friendly with a rich young banker popularly known as a Jboy, together we rocked the city swimming, and sinking in honeypots of willing girls, but the more we did our thing, the more hungry we got, until Jboy came up with a very weird Idea, which was for us to carry our adventures to the church. At first i declined, but when i saw him get down with three hot sisters i became a born again Christian by force, changed my name to brother kenneth, a name i used in fishing for holy ladies.
Within two sundays, i befriended Sister Mary, a lady older and much more matured than I.


I know you must be wondering why i went for such older lady, when there are lots of younger girls everywhere?.
Well i had no time for the younger ones who needed much more convincing and good deeds to lure when there were willing hot ladies, dying underneath their long gowns and skirts.

By wednesday, after the second sunday of my born again life, sister Mary an active choir member honoured my invitation. She came to my house and we spent the rest of that evening arguing and quoting the bible.

Friday she honoured my invitation again, but instead of quoting the bible, we went for a hot delivering session on my bed..

Little did i know that the devil has a special way of flogging ignorant men.

“oh bro Ken may God forgive you” she panted after the second round. I smiled happily, buried my head between her two robust bosoms and breathed heavily.

I was so d–n satisfied and exhausted. Not only was she hot and well built, she equally was a tiger on bed, receiving all my thrusts like a p–n star, which gave me great access to swim freely.

I was soon ready for another round, I bit her ti.ts softly, wore my last rubber, and dangled my joystick before her.

“nemesis” she exclaimed, sat up and pulled back with a smile,

“don’t tell me you are scared of the devil huh?” i asked, grabbed her two legs and stopped her from moving backwards. She silently shrugged.

I pounced on her, kissed her for some minutes {before setting her in a d—-e position}, buried my joystick and knacked away furiously, my balls slapping her a-s like a school band.

I rode through river Jordan to river Niger, moving my waist very fast as if i was in a hurry. She sang, screamed, and moaned as i dug in and out with joyful abandon.
She soon fell on her stomach when her knees couldn’t withstand the pressure, giving me great opportunity to grab her two milk factories, which i pumped and fondled as i knacked away with great abandon.

Finally after about twenty minutes of hard knacking, i released my seeds once again, collasped on her, breathing heavily like a farmer who fell off a palm tree.

“bro ken, you are a devil” i heard her murmur softly. I smiled, pulled out from her in order to remove the used rubber. But i gasped when i saw it was broken.
Mary turned and stared at me that moment, noticed my coloured face, looked down at my joystick and immediately sat up with a changed expression.

I breathed deeply as she stared into her wet kitt.y, which showed a little amount of watery sperm.

“i have to go take a shower” she said with a controlled smile without any atom of fear nor alarm on her face. I shrugged, nodded and pointed to the bathroom, which she calmly went to.

She however complained of waist pain, after freshening up, claiming it was hurting her very much, thereby forcing me to insist she spend the night with me, without knowing it was all part of her cunny schemes.

We had a quiet dinner hours later, before sleeping off our exhaustion, but by 2am the following morning. I woke up to see her suc.king hungrily on my joystick, I stared at her with surprise and wonder, extremely alarmed to see what she was doing to me by that hour.

Yea I do love s-x with all my heart, but something in her got me very scared.

“Sister Mary” i murmured her name cautiously.

“ouch what are you doing?” i asked,

“sssh quiet” She replied with a naughty smile, and continued sucking my d.ick hungrily as if her life depended on it, Slowly arousing me once again. My heart beat increased, my eyes dilated with excitement, but suddenly i held her head still, forcing her to stare at me inquisitively.

“please stop” i begged,

“but why?” she asked curiously,

“i used my last rubber yesterday, i don’t have any left” i explained nervously. She scoffed and hissed.

“mtcheew is that the reason you are panicking like a kid?, relax jor, i’m no little girl, i can take care of myself” she assured me with a naughty smile. I swallowed hard and breathed deeply, the temptation was so strong, my body weak and willing. I had no choice than to accept her pledge and yield.

Without another word she pulled up her waist, lowered her hot inviting k.itty over my naughty joystick and rode me slowly. Her huge as.s was all mine as i fondled and caressed with pleasure, licking my lips like a nursery school pupil.
Her a.ss was nothing but a bag of temptation. The shape and softness could make a pastor cast devil unto himself.

With two hands on my chest she drew up her waist midway, lowered it slowly and drew it up again, this she did rhythmically sending my brain crashing with great pleasure. I soon began quoting songs of Solomon like a prophet.
“dam.n i was on fire as i enjoyed the early morning holanda milk, turning my head to and fro like a hungry giraffe. She soon lowered her chest, sending her left giant b—m into my open mouth. I suc.ked the t-t hungrily, my mouth making annoying sounds as she fed me like a child.

My joystick fired on, so was her pu.nny which sprayed k.itty juice all over my g—n, singing yippee! Yippee yippee!, as it brushed my stick. Within six minutes, i released hot seed into her with great force. She collasped on me, while i breathed heavily.
____

Later in my morning when my eyes cleared, i regretted all i did, but Mary wasn’t in any way bothered. She really was full of excitement, did all my laundry and even cooked for me before leaving, surprising me further with her behaviour, which instead of making me pleased with her, got me more suspicious and worried.

But my greatest surprise however came on sunday {church service}, when she climbed the pulpit during testimony time to give her own testimony.
According to her, “God has answered her prayers of two years in a big way”, “don’t ever give up or be dismayed, it might take time, but God won’t abandon you” she advised the congregation.

I was stunned.

There is nothing as painful as being beaten, pinned or caught in your own game. I couldn’t believe my new prey would be bold enough to announce our outrageous affair to the congregation.

Of course she never mentioned my name, but it wasn’t enough to prevent most of the female church members from throwing unguarded stares at me as if they all knew about us. The rest of the congregation simply followed her eyes which were well fixed on me as she talked, clapping and nodding in approval to all she said.

“i came to this church hopeless, helpless and lost. But the Lord wiped away my tears, dragged me up and consoled me with a perfect gift. A real man. I won’t mention his name for now, because our Daddy, our great pastor is yet to sanction our union, which hopefully he will do today. This is God’s church. My dear sisters your time of happiness is at hand. Never cease praying” she happily poured out. Ending her speech with a very touching song which lit the whole church aflame with cries and prayers. They were all happy for her.

I knew i had to leave the church for good before i become the biblical Saul who was converted on his way to commit more crime against christians.
I truly wasn’t ready to turn a new leaf. Supposing i were, the big mouthed Mary wouldn’t even fall in my 40th choice.

At the end of church service. I quickly ran out of the church premises with Jboy{my accomplice}.
“o boy, e be like your hook caught wrong fish ooo” he asked seriously as we rushed to my car.

“my guy e worst than you think. Na d fish swallow me and the hook” i murmured, shaking my head and breathing deeply.

“don’t worry i have a plan” he assured me, stopping and facing me with a serious look. But before he could say another word, one of the church ushers rushed up to us.

“excuse me sir. Our pastor is waiting for you at his office. Sister Mary is there already” he announced seriously. I felt like slapping the silly messenger, but couldn’t because i was still in the church premises and some curious members were equally looking and smiling at me.

I walked into the Pastor’s Office to meet the pastor, his wife, Mary and a church elder discussing happily. They all smiled at me as i walked in. The pastor quickly stood up, offering his hand for a handshake.

“my heart is overjoyed. Sister Mary’s testimony really made my day. I’m so happy for you. She’s a wonderful woman. You are blessed” he said as we shook hands, while his wife and Mary nodded happily.

I was filled with rage, very angry with the pastor for not even giving me the opportunity to confirm Mary’s testimony. Perhaps he did it with good faith, because he might have felt Mary wouldn’t have announced our relationship in the church if i never sanctioned it. I bit my lips, nodding like a drugged rat. The church elder stared at me strangely, his eyes fixed on me as if he was seeing a vision.

“i have to pray for God’s favour on you and on our dear sister, though you still will need to keep an appointment with me on saturday. There are lots of things we need to discuss, because as you know, you are not yet a full fledged member of this church” he said, smiling at me, before signalling to his wife, Mary and the elder to stand up for prayers.

After the long prayer, i hurridly left the office, leaving Mary rudely behind as i dashed for my car where my friend was waiting for me.
Jboy couldn’t help but laugh his heart out as i sadly told him all that went through in the pastor’s office.

“o boy i can’t wait to be your bestman” he laughed.

“i go smash your head. Imbecile” i barked jokingly.

Ten minutes later, I dropped him at his apartment before heading to mine. I really wasn’t in the mood for anything, not even to listen to jboy’s solution. All i wanted was just to sleep and think over my life.

I was about dozing off in the sitting room, when my door bell rang, waking me up. I cursed, scratched my head and answered the door. Of course it turned out to be no other person than Mary. She stared at me with fear in her eyes, her right hand shivered under the weight of a polythene bag she held. I stood unmoved, blocking her way with an angry stare.

She nervously watched me for some seconds, not knowing what to make of my mood.

“what’s up with you?, what’s happening?. What did i do wrong?” she asked with a frightened voice. I scoffed, drawing back a little, putting more fear into her with my behaviour. I was very determined to end everything that moment. I wasn’t scared of the consequence nor any bit scared of hurting her christian heart. All i cared for was myself and myself alone. She meant nothing to me.

“i beg of you. In God’s name, what’s happening?” she asked again. Tears quickly formed in her eyes, but i wasn’t perturbed. I was very determined and cold.

“Mary i don’t want to see you ever again. It’s over between us” i said slowly, watching her reaction keenly.

She drew back with surprise. Her mouth opening with great disbelief.
“what?, i don’t understand you bro. Ken. I thought we were…” she desperately tried to say something, but i interrupted her, nodding with a crazy smile.

“you heard me right” i murmured.

“I beg of you, let’s talk this out. Just thirty minutes of your time is enough. I think i deserve such. Please” she quickly begged, controlling her tears and displaying a fake smile. I stared at her for some seconds, shrugged and obliged.
Quietly she walked into my sitting room, carefully sat on a sofa and faced me.

“please tell me the truth?, what’s behind your sudden change in behaviour. I’m an adult, please hide nothing from me” she begged with a calm grace, staring at me with eyes filled with dashed hope. I drew close and held her hands.

“we have to end this because i’m not comfortable with you anymore. I don’t love you, let’s just be friends” i said slowly. She breathed deeply, and drew back a bit.

“just like that?. No bro. Ken. Born-again Christians don’t behave that way. Tell me?, why the sudden change of heart. I don’t just understand. Today is sunday of all days, please be serious” she managed to murmur with disbelief. I rubbed my face and swallowed hard.

“you have to get going now. Please i need a little peace” i barked, dragging her strongly on her feet. My action totally surprised her. She tried to resist but i was stronger. Tears quickly drew down her cheeks.

“why are you doing this to me?, why are you shattering my hopes. You don’t love me anymore, but why, it isn’t fair. God is watching” she cried as i pushed her out of my apartment.
I felt miserable but satisfied, paying no attention to her cries as she banged on my locked door asking for another chance.

As i returned to the sofa, my eyes fell on the nylon bag she brought. I quickly grabbed it in order to flung it out of my apartment, but unfortunately the hand tore, pouring a well perpared meal of rice, chicken and salad in my sitting room.

I moved on with my life the next day. My busy office schedule helped forget all about Mary and her problems.

Jboy couldn’t believe his ears after i narrated how i sent Mary away from my apartment. He was extremely pleased and according to his words ‘he wouldn’t have done any better’.

I never heard from Mary for the rest of that week and the next, which was a very welcomed development. I equally stopped attending her church and moved over to catholic church which was my true church of baptism{where i was baptized as a child}.
After laying low for a while, by keeping to myself. I started another wonderful relationship with a colleague, a very pretty damsel who was just transferred to our office from Akure.

Chioma being a professional and an experienced girl, refused to give into my too many tricks, thus making our relationship a boring but respectful one. I slowly began to grow more fond of her much to Jboy’s surprise.

Two weeks later, precisely on a sunday evening. I was relaxing in a quiet bar with Chioma, Jboy and his new girlfriend when a phone call from Mary came through. I ignored the call, frowning slightly while my mind flashed back to the memorable times i had with her.
“only if she never played that church stunt on me, perhaps we would still have been together” I reasoned.

Mary called four times which i carefully ignored. She then sent a text message which totally shattered my mind. My eyes enlarged as i read it while my hands shook.

“I’M PREGNANT. WE NEED TO TALK” were the words she sent. Very short and precise but enough to send my nerves flying.
The evil that we guys do often lives with us, but surely i wasn’t ready to live with mine.

She was the least person i wanted as the mother of my children. I was left with no choice than to act fast, by doing what exactly??

After some seconds of deep thinking, i heaved a sigh and drew closer to Chioma.
“baby i have to go and urinate. I’ll be back shortly” i whispered to her, equally signalling to Jboy at the same time to follow me.

Together Jboy and i went outside for a little talk. I showed him the text from Mary, biting my lips with regret.

“too bad” Jboy frowned, shaking his head in deep thought.

“how did such a mess happen?” he asked curiously, while i wasted no time in giving him the details of the s-x i had with Mary weeks ago.

“gosh if not handled appropriately, this can ruin the beautiful relationship you are enjoying with Chioma. Chia” he hissed with concern.

“what do i do?. I’m so confused” i asked seriously, breathing quickly as i looked forward to a solution from him.

“there are two sides to this situation. Either she’s is lying to get you or telling the truth” he murmured thoughtfully.
“but i advise you let today pass before calling to speak to her. That will make her think twice about the effectiveness of her text {message}” he advised, while i nodded in agreement.
My initial plan was to call the silly girl in order to confirm the text she sent to me, but Jboy was a professional in such matters and so I had to go by his suggestion.

Chioma followed me home that fateful evening, and for the first time opened herself to me, offering all she had to me. Her sweet, slender, attractive body was all mine, but unfortunately i wasn’t in the right frame of mind for s-x. All that was in my head was Mary’s image. I was so miserable and lost that Chioma soon noticed my lost appearance.

“what’s wrong with you?. Don’t tell me you havn’t kissed or made love to a woman before?. Why are you trembling before my nakedness?. Don’t you like what you are seeing?” she curiously asked with alarm clearly written all over her. I murmured a quick apology, grabbed her right b—m and s—-d on it, while my other hand played on her second b—m.

I really had dreamt so much of making great love to her, but when i finally got the opportunity, i wasn’t fit to perform very well. I felt like telling her the truth, sharing my problems with her but just couldn’t.

Mary was my cross, mine alone to carry. I never knew a player’s life could be so sweet and bitter at the same time. I was ready to quit, ready to face life in an honest way and settle down with Chioma. Only if God would make my outrageous sin with Mary go away.

“I know you are just not yourself. Whatever is it that is worrying you, i pray you get over it soon” Chioma said to me very early the next day as she prepared to leave. I forced out a smile, saying nothing.

I truly never got myself all through the rest of the previous day. The s-x we eventually had was so dull and far from sweet. I couldn’t help but imagine what was going through her mind that moment. I truly left her unsatisfied and disappointed.

Later in the day, I braced up myself and Called Mary, asking her to show up at my house by 7pm. She accepted without dragging issues with me which was very mind settling. However it was a long wait for me as i nervously waited for the clock to struck 7pm. My mind was uneasy, my lips prayed ceaselessly while my heart pounded very fast. I had to make my past with the silly girl go away no matter the price.

She finally showed up at my apartment at exactly 7:32pm, looking well composed and calm. She flashed a brief smile at me, greeted and settled quietly at a couch opposite where i sat.

“you know the reason i called. Are you pregnant for real?” i asked without wasting time. She breathed deeply, fetched a piece of paper from her hand-bag and gave to me.
I sweated as i went through it. It was a pregnancy test result. Positive it said, duly signed and stamped.

“so what do we do?. You very well know i don’t need this baby nor ready to start a family?” i asked coldly. She shrugged and drew back.

“i don’t know. That’s your decision to make, as for me, i’m not tampering with this pregnancy. It’s against my faith, moreover a child is a gift from God” she said slowly, mincing no words and putting me in a very tight corner. She really looked unconcerned and serious.

I was left with no choice than to change my tactics.

“okay how much do you want?” i asked with a business tone. Her eyes instantly burned as my question hit her like a bullet.

“what?, what do you mean?” she asked with a quick stammer. I smiled and breathed deeply.

“you understand me my dear. How much do you need to get rid of that thing and let me be with my life” i said coldly. She jumped up with anger, disgust and hatred, shaking her head with disbelief as she headed to the door.

“gosh i’m so disgusted at you. How dare you utter such foul words. I see the devil has possessed your soul. Your heart is now dark and burning like hell. This isn’t the brother ken i know” she cried. I was so stunned and touched over her words, but the problem at hand was such that gave no room for emotions. I had to conceal my feelings and shut my heart.

“Mary i’m really serious. I have the money to settle you handsomely” i added as i stood up. She hissed, gave me one last look before leaving without another word. I bit my lips and locked my door. I couldn’t believe all that was happening were real. I was so desperate and anxious. The last thing i wanted was having children scattered over the country in my name or having a child with a woman i was far from loving.

The next day was a public holiday. I spent the day at home thinking and polishing my plans which were far from perfect. Chioma showed up by 12pm, helping me to prepare a delicious rice, stew and soup. Her company was what i needed that moment to calm my mind and the tension in me. But her curiousity almost got on my nerves. She was very sure that i was keeping something away from her and kept demanding to know what it was.

However i got the shock of my life by 3pm when Mary’s pastor showed up at my apartment.
“bro ken there is a serious issue at hand” he said as i opened the door for him.

“wow what a surprise. So pleased to see you pastor” i nervously murmured as i ushered the man of God into my sitting room. He smiled as he settled down quietly, his eyes all over me.

Chioma was in my bedroom arranging my stuffs. The last thing i wanted was her seeing the pastor nor listening to our conversation. It really would mess things up because i already knew the reason the pastor was in my house.

“would you care for a little drink?” i asked, desperately trying to appear composed. He shook his head, smiling in a relaxed manner.

“don’t bother yourself ken. I actually was passing by the neighbourhood, before i remembered you live here, so i decided to stop by. However there are somethings i also intend asking you” he said calmly, while i nervously threw a glance towards my bedroom door, staring at Chioma as she innocently showed up smiling like a new wife.

“good evening sir” she greeted the pastor, who for the first time looked shocked and surprised. I had to do a quick introduction.

“meet my good friend and a colleague sir. Her name is chioma”,
“Chioma meet my pastor. A wonderful father and Man of God” i introduced quietly. The pastor was too stunned to say anything. I couldn’t help but wonder what was going through his mind that moment.

Chioma disappeared into the kitchen a minute later, while i nervously faced the pastor.

“so why did you stop attending church programmes and what’s actually going on between you and sister Mary?” he asked curiously. I quickly stood up, forcing out a smile.

“i’m going through a whole lot of crises right now sir. Please i will be coming to see you tomorrow afternoon. We can’t talk here” i said seriously. He breathed deeply stood up and shrugged.

“make it thursday then. I won’t be available tomorrow” he said as he offered his hand for a handshake.

“cool” i smiled as we shook hands.

Thankfully Chioma didn’t listen to the short discussion i had
with the pastor. After taking her home hours later, i rushed over to Jboy’s apartment and poured out the day’s events to him.
“my man the worst is that i have tried my best to make Mary remove the unwanted blood, but she has adamantly refused, citing some religous bullshit reasons” i concluded unhapply.

“mehn. Hmmm. We have to grab the bull’s horn this time” he said seriously, biting his lips while i nodded anxiously.

“make up with her, act as if all is well. After probably a week, a small sleeping pill and a hot injection will do. with the latest happenings, taking such a daring step is now inevitable” he suggested. I drew back with fear, swallowing hard, but as his suggestion settled in my head, i relaxed and smiled. His suggestion made perfect sense.

“it’s risky but i have to do it. I have no choice” i agreed.

To be continued…

NEW SERIES ON THE BLOG TITLED SISTER MARY

Its thrilling, full of emotions, seduction, pretense, love, suspicious and action


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Tuesday, 25 April 2017

BREAKING: IPOB leader Nnamdi Kanu granted bail Read more

The detained leader of the Indigenous People of Biafra, Nnamdi Kanu has been granted bail by the Federal High Court sitting in Abuja. Nnamdi Kanu was granted bail on health ground. The IPOB leader is also expected to provide three sureties one of who must be a serving senator, a jewish religious leader and highly respected person and must own a land in anywhere in Abuja The bail bond is N100 million for each surety. He was also ordered never to grant any press interview pending the outcome of his trial He will not be in a gathering of more than 10 persons The judge on the matter Justice Binta Nyako said Kanu's bail will be revoked if any of the orders are flouted. However, the other accused persons were denied bail. According to the judge, treasonable felony - the charges against them is a serious offence against the state. Also, the judge refused the application by Kanu to vary her previous order on protecting witnesses in the matter. Nyako said the witnesses who have been identified as security operatives cannot be exposed in the course of the trial. She further held that the witnesses will be identified with alphabets during the trial More details coming.... Read more: https://www.naij.com/1101206-breaking-ipob-leader-nnamdi-kanu-granted-bail.html

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Monday, 24 April 2017

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ENGLAND 
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ITALY 
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Thursday, 20 April 2017

Betrayal Episode 13


I opened the door for Mike who slowly entered my room, gasped with surprise as his eyes fell on Amara and Chike. He stared at Chike longer than necessary before forcing out a smile and shaking him {in greeting}. I nervously breathed deeply, while Amara’s face coloured up with tension. We were all uncomfortable.
To ease up tension, i walked up to Mike and held his waist. My action calmed him a great deal, but made Amara give me a weird look while Chike looked away, focusing his attention back on the book he was holding.
“how was work?” i asked him,
“stressful, i came running here as soon as we closed for the day” he replied with a calm smile.
“i have to get going, it’s getting late” Chike instantly announced, stood and nodded at Amara who dutifully stood and held him.
“i’m leaving with him dear, you know we came together” she smiled. I shrugged and nodded.
“i will get some Romance novels for you tomorrow” Chike added, giving Mike a nervous glance.
“i won’t be around tomorrow, i will be travelling home” i replied,
“okay by next week then, safe journey in advance” he laughed and left with Amara.
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“hmmm you know this is how it all starts, i don’t want to see that guy ever in your room or with you anywhere” Mike said seriously, annoying me with his words. I broke free from him, went to my door and locked it.
“i really do care about you very well, you may not notice what is happening, but that guy is trying to force his way into your life” he lectured.
“enough please” i shouted angrily, “please learn how to check what you say, you are getting me angry” i warned and backed him.
He drew close to me, gently held my shoulders and caressed them softly. My hormones awoke, much to my dismay.
His touch melted my heart and weakened me. It really has been long i last had s-x. My nipp.les rose and grew hard, my head overflowed with cravings. Calmly he drew closer, resting his chest on my back. I felt his heartbeat.
“my heart, my queen” he moaned, turning me to face him. We stared at each other, i saw deep passion in his eyes. I was lost, i was captivated, my feelings ran wild. I wanted s-x, i wanted it hot and quick.
Bringing down his lips, he kissed me softly. My heart was with him, my body was his, but suddenly i felt something strange engulf me. I felt nauseous, i felt sick.
The fearful feelings i had when i got the news of Dad’s accident returned. It appeared as if the evil wind of misfortune was back in my room. I broke free from him and covered my face with my palms.
“what’s wrong my dear?” he asked,
“i’m scared, really really scared” i confessed. He smiled and hugged me reassuringly, murmuring sweet words of reassurance into my ears.
I loved him very much, i wanted to be with him for the rest of my life, but i felt something wasn’t just right, something i couldn’t fathom.
“i think it’s better we keep our feelings and body in check, at least till you sort out your relationship with Stella. Let’s give each other a little break please” i heard myself beg, but my words had a terrible effect on him. For a minute he couldn’t say anything.
“is it necessary dear?, i hope it’s not because of that guy who just left here that you are asking for us to give each other a break?” he asked seriously, upsetting me with his presumptuous question. I violently pushed him. I felt insulted and humiliated.
“perhaps to him i can have feelings for any guy who happened to show interest in me. “am i that cheap in his eyes?” i wondered with disgust.
“i’m very sorry, i’m just confused. This is so absurd” he protested,
“i have made my decision, you just have to take it with good faith” i replied.
“but why make such decision now? Why are you doing this?” he asked seriously. I breathed deeply and stared into his eyes.
“i really don’t understand the reason you are behaving the way you are. I only asked for us not to get sexually involved with each other till we sort our problems out. What’s so bad in asking for a break? It’s not as if i’m asking you not to visit me again” i murmured seriously,
“you asked for a break Cyndii. No matter how you twist your words, i still understand your intentions. I’m so hurt right now” he replied unhappyly,
“i’m sorry but i really can’t change my decision” i murmured. He shook his head, tapped his feet thrice on the floor and stormed out of my room without another word. His behaviour really was very rude, it shocked me a great deal. I fell on my bed and thought over my decision.
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I was home on time the next day to assist mum with all the chores she planned doing. She was very pleased to see me. Together we went to the farm, harvested cassava, peeled, washed and grinded the tubers.
“you are truly a wonderful daughter. I know many campus girls hate travelling home on weekends because of house chores. God bless you dear” she prayed as we prepared breadfruit {ukwa in igbo language} which was to be our night meal.
“Mike told me sometime ago that he loves eating breadfruit, he said it’s very expensive and hard to get in town” she said moments later. I nodded and kept quiet, strugging hard to keep myself from opening up to her.
I wanted to tell her my fears and problems, but just couldn’t. It’s true she knew about Mike’s child, but what she didn’t know was the kind of person the child’s mother was. I felt it was Mike’s responsiblity to open up to my parents, perhaps with his. I truly didn’t want to spoil things for him or make him look bad in front of anybody.
“i will keep out some for him. Tomorrow evening you will help me deliver the food to him, he really helped us on thursday” mum said minutes later, breaking my thoughts. I wanted to object but held myself.
By 5:45pm sunday evening, i arrived at Mike’s apartment with my bag and a flask containing the breadfruit mum prepared the previous day. I really didn’t call to inform him that i was coming, because i had a flat battery. I used up my battery the previous evening. So i really was extremely relieved to see his car parked beside the apartment, which suggested that he was around.
I had to first come over to his place from the bus stop instead of going to my lodge because it was more convenient for me. Stella answered my knock two minutes later.
I wasn’t shocked when She opened the door, but what shocked me was the words that came out from her mouth. She instantly closed the door behind her as soon as she saw me and faced me arrogantly like a hungry wolf.
“you again?, why are you so keen at destroying my happiness? You will get old waiting for my Mike to marry you. Do you think i will raise my daughter without her father huh? Moreover we are back together and nothing we set us apart again” she barked murderously, pushing me in the process. Perhaps if not for Mike’s timely intervention by showing up that moment, things could have gotten more ugly. But her words had the desired effect on me.
“Cyndii” Mike gasped as soon as he saw me. I breathed deeply and stared at him with a coloured face. Stella’s abusive words really hurt me alot, it was a miracle i still was able to stand on my feet.
“leave us alone” he ordered her. She eyed me for the last time and returned to the apartment. I drew close, gave him the food flask and heaved a sigh.
“it’s breadfruit, mum sent me to deliver it. You can keep the flask” i said coldly, turned and made to leave.
“stop please, you can’t just go like that” he begged nervously. I smiled bitterly, turned and gave him another look. He couldn’t even invite me into his apartment, what a shame.
“don’t worry i’m perfectly fine, i have to get going” i answered,
“but wait a minute, let me get my car keys and take you to your lodge” he offered.
“i said i’m alright” i insisted with a slightly raised tone.
My eyes were filled with tears as i made my way to my lodge. I couldn’t believe all that just happened. I couldn’t believe life could be so bitter. My experience that evening looked as if i took a glimpse at my future. I couldn’t believe i was caught up in such a mess. I couldn’t believe myself, my fate and everything around me.
“could Mike be lying to me?, is he just trying to take advantage of me?, is he truly in love with me? What if everything is just a mirage?” how do i know my destiny?” i wondered. I thought of Benjamin, i remembered Amara’s warning, i remembered how it all began.
“dear Lord show me the way” i prayed. It’s one thing to be in love and a dangerous thing to be in love with the wrong person. Mike really knew how to sweep me off my feet, but love alone can’t guarrantee a happy future especially in Africa.
Getting to my lodge, I rushed straight to Amara’s room without caring to stop at mine. My friend really was so shocked to see my swollen eyes. She quickly held me, and stared at me with curiousity.
“don’t tell me something happened at home?” she asked nervously,
“no no no, it’s Mike, i don’t understand what is happening anymore” i cried and poured out my heart to her. She quietly listened and hugged me.
“no one is above mistake dear, the most important thing is realising your mistakes on time. I warned you earlier but you choosed to follow your heart. This is Africa, and folks reason differently down here. You can’t swim against the tide, you just can’t.” she murmured.
For the first time, my eyes opened to reality and my thoughts ran wildly. I didn’t know what to believe.
I was in love with Mike but i had no choice than to seek for a way to suppress my feelings.
“you can’t guess what happened to me on my way back from church early today?” Amara said with a smile, breaking me away from my thoughts. she knew i was very depressed and really was finding a way to cheer me up.
“what happened?” i asked unseriously.
‘A boy walked up to me,
“hello dear how was church service?”, he asked.
“Fine oo”, i replied with a straight face.
“I have been admiring you for a while. I do come out to my balcony each morning as you leave for lectures just to catch a glimpse of you”. He said to me. My dear, i almost busted in laughter oo, see toasting nau. Amara narrated, clapped and laughed. I smiled and listened attentively, curious to know the end of her story.
“Which level You dey?” the silly boy asked me,
“i still dey my first year” i lied. You needed to see how he licked his lips my sister. His next comment almost made me slap him. “I’m in 200 level, Microbiology, hope we can be friends?, i will be happy to have your phone number?” he asked me. Chie i bit my lips and eyed him. Imagine 200 level boy toasting me on a sunday, i don suffer. she shook her head, while i continued my laugher.
‘I was still controlling my anger when he held my right hand as if we were mates, trust me. I slapped s–t out of that hand, imagine small boy toasting his aunty” she sighed, feigning anger. I laughed heartily,
“free the boy jare, it’s a free world” i joked.
“So you can still laugh like this?” she smiled and shook her head.
I left her room, two hours later, smiling and a bit relieved. I really was glad to have gone there. I slept without thinking of Mike.
Early the next day, Amara came over to my room fully dressed and ready for lectures. I hurriedly prepared and together we left for school.
“are you still worried about Mike?” she asked after a while. I sighed and said nothing.
“my dear this is the right time to move on with your life. Your destiny isn’t with him, I think you should grab the second chance life is granting you with Chike, moreover he is better and more trustworthy than Mike. Please don’t blow away this opportunity, it may not come again. Chike will soon be travelling” Amara pleaded seriously.
“but i feel nothing for him, seriously i like him as a friend and nothing more” i protested,
“don’t talk like that dear. You feel nothing for him because you havn’t opened up your heart or given it the opportunity. Think about it, you can get many Mikes out there but you can’t get a rich, intelligent unhooked young guy like Chike easily. He will be picking us after lectures, please don’t act coy with him again. I beg of you” she begged seriously. I breathed deeply as i weighed her advice.
“Is she right? Can i get to forget Mike with Chike?” how do i open my heart?” i wondered deeply. I was unable to concentrate on my lectures that fateful monday. Just like she told me, Chike showed up by 2pm to pick us. I felt nervous as i entered his car.
“Lord help me” I prayed.
Chike took us to an exquisite restaurant at the other end of the town. The food they served was really well cooked and delicious. The scenery super cool and lively, unlike other noisy crowded restaurants i have been to.
“i really was wondering the reason you drove a great distance just for ordinary lunch, but now i clearly see the reason. I love this place” Amara giggled as we ate the fried rice we ordered. Chike laughed and glanced at me.
“yea i love the environment and everything around here. The food is grade A but expensive, Perhaps that’s the reason few people come around” he replied.
“don’t talk like that cousin, i’m very sure they make lots of profit” Amara argued. He shrugged, sipped his drink and winked at me.
“hope you like the rice?, i don’t really understand what you girls see in rice” he smiled.
“the food is awesome, thank you” i murmured polietly, dropping my eyes nervously.
“i forgot to show you the novels i brought for you. They are in the car” he said to me.
“wow i can’t wait to see them” i smiled.
“you know Cyndii, i came back home from London mostly to see my family and search for a girl i could relate with, hopefully get married if things work out well. But luck really wasn’t on my side till i met you. I met many girls, but they lacked one thing or the other. Finally i am stuck with your shadow and I know you crossed my path for a reason, though i’m yet to figure it all out” he said calmly. My hands shook as i listened to him.
“Amara told me your story, a very interesting one you have got dear” he smiled, making me more nervous and uncomfortable. I kept mute, because i really didn’t know what to say.
“i know i shouldn’t get involved in your problems, but i sincerely do like you. If by any chance you feel like giving your heart another trial. Hmmmm” he breathed deeply and threw a glance at Amara.
“i can make use of the promotion. Don’t hesitate to upgrade our friendship” he seriously joked. I stared at him and smiled.
I was begining to like him more, and due to the surge in interest, many questions instantly popped up in my mind, but i couldn’t get myself to ask him, which made me reserve it for Amara.
“perhaps she is right after all. I could learn to love him if only i give my heart the chance”
“But is falling in and out of love healthy and appropriate for a lady?” i wondered sadly.
ONLY IF I WAS A BOY.
“i do enjoy every moment i spend with you girls. How will tomorrow be like?” Chike asked as we prepared to leave the food joint. I smiled and stared at Amara who laughed and shrugged.
“me too, who dosen’t like free things” she joked,
“you are crazy” i laughed.
Chike really presented himself as a nice guy. He truly was a likeable guy, but i still had some reservations about him. I knew for a fact that guys could do anything to get under a lady’s skirt, moreover he wasn’t based in the country {Nigeria} and could be living a double life.
“Knowing if a guy truly has genuine affection for you” is seriously one of the hardest challenges we girls do face. No amount of ebooks nor guides can solve the mystery behind play boys, their charms and tricks. They always say the nicest things, do the best deeds, and are the most romantic, {but deep down their hearts are as black as charcoal}.
I really saw no flaws in Chike. His behaviour so far was perfect, his manners splendid, his words charming and his looks breathtaking. Amara’s overwhelming support and approval of him also had great effect on my judgement. I was slowly growing fond of him, something i really couldn’t stop. Perhaps it was due to the bond he created so fast with me, using my friend as a link and due to sense of belonging i felt around him coupled with the problems i was having with Mike. All these not withstanding, it really would be unladylike to fall so easily for him.
Yea i liked him a great deal, but my heart was still with Mike, even though i had gotten back a large chunk of it from him.
Most of us fall the victim of jumping from one guy to another, getting used, dumped and spat on, as we search for the one true love. Sometimes i find it hard to believe if there is ever something like one true love. Nothing is perfect, likewise love, and i think the best approach is to manage the one we already have. It could grow or it could die. It all depends on destiny.
I truly would have gladly sacrified everything for Mike, if not for the little girl that stood between us. Stella of course was a bad schemer, but she wouldn’t have totally spoilt my mind if not for her little daughter she used as a shield.
I knew Mike truly wasn’t happy with her, but i also couldn’t swear for him either. He might loath her in the day, but at night could still have relations with her. It is in guys nature to put behind their shame and commitments when h—y.
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“do you like the novels?” Chike asked as he drove us back to our lodge. I nodded and smiled, glancing through them.
“of course, i can’t wait to read them” i replied happily. He smiled and drove on quietly, until we got to our lodge.
“i will check up on you girls again tomorrow. Do take care” he smiled to us as we alighted from his car.
We polietly stood and watched him reverse his car and zoom off.
“isn’t it Mike’s car i see coming?” Amara asked seconds later. I looked up and nodded.
“i detest that obnoxious boy. It’s time you totally break up with him before it gets too late” she said seriously. I breathed deeply and stood my ground.
Mike gently parked his car, alighted and came towards us. The first place his eyes fell were on the “take away” bags we held.
“where are you girls coming from?” he curiously asked with a smile,
“my cousin took us out. You can’t imagine the special treat he gave us” Amara giggled, annoying him with her reply. The smile on his face instantly disappeared, he stared at me for some seconds before facing Amara.
“why are you so keen in destroying my relationship with your friend. I know you never liked me, but arn’t you taking the hatred too far by what you are doing?” he asked her angrily. Amara drew back with surprise, shrugged and scoffed.
“i don’t understand, please be more specific” she replied and rolled her eyes. I breathed deeply and stepped forward, standing between them.
“it’s okay, please let’s go inside, we can’t be discussing such subject on the road” i pleaded to Mike,
“it’s late already, i have to get going, moreover i’m boiling inside. Don’t let your friend decieve you” he replied bitterly, turned, entered his car and drove off.
I breathed deeply and closed my eyes,
“Lord i’m in your hands” i prayed.
“he is now accusing me of influencing you. I just wish it’s true” Amara hissed angrily. I shook my head and said nothing.
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As days went by, my relationship with Mike continued to deteriorate, he kept making promises he couldn’t keep and kept giving one silly excuse after another concerning Stella’s continued stay in his apartment. I had no choice than to watch him carefully, and i felt no regret over the decision i made. I just couldn’t allow myself to be having relations with a guy who was living with another girl no matter the circumstance. To me Mike was just like a married man, and i feared with time he could get very close to his little daughter and perhaps with Stella, if all he told me concerning his battles with her actually were true.
My parents thought all was fine between us because I kept everything away from them, something i shouldn’t have done, but i still did out of love. Mike on the other hand felt i was slipping away from him because of Chike, he thought i really was having something strong with him. He thought i was lying and decieving him, without believing that Chike was only a friend to me.
Fate has a way of playing tricks on us and life itself is full of mysteries. Personally i felt Mike wasn’t really being honest with me concerning Stella’s continued presence in his apartment, while he felt i was slipping away from him because of Chike. The trust in our relationship was broken, and we all know that relationships are very much built on trust. I feared it was just a matter of time before things finally falls apart.
“will my fears eventually come true??”
I travelled home one saturday morning{weeks later} to see Mike in our house. Of course i really was extremely surprised to see him there, because he never told me he was coming, even though we spoke over the phone the previous night.
He was sitting with my parents in the living room when i came in. The look on their faces were grim and serious. I greeted everyone and ran into my room.
Mum joined me minutes later.
“what is this i hear?” she asked, sitting on my bed. I breathed deeply and faced her.
“what is it you hear?” i asked curiously, my thoughts running wild.
“Mike is telling us how much you have changed. He is complaining you no longer respect him nor show any atom of care towards him” she explained, keenly observing my reaction.
“oh mum, is that what he came so early to report?” i asked, shaking my head.
“don’t you deem it serious?. My God he is your fiancee and he has every right to report any bad character you exhibit. You should know better than that” she scolded,
“anyway you presence is required in the sitting room. Please be poliet and don’t upset your dad. You know after all that boy did for us at the hospital, he developed a very soft spot for him” she advised. I smiled and shrugged.
“i guess i shouldn’t tell dad that my innocent fiancee is living with a woman in his apartment” i murmured. Mum gasped and eyed me suspiciously,
“don’t be slanderous. I know you just made that up?” she asked. I scoffed and rolled my eyes.
“mum do you think i’m capable of such huh?, Mike is currently living with his daughter’s mum. What do you expect of me?, give him a pat on the back?, no no no, i can’t do that. The sea fights with the wind yet the ship is the one that sinks” i replied. Mum breathed deeply, stood up and dragged me to the sitting room without another word.
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Tempers went high, after i revealed the cause of my problem with Mike. Dad was extremely shocked, while Mike nervously tried to play down the whole story.
“i’m still having talks with the girl’s parents. My issues with her will soon be resolved, my greatest fear is that i could lose Cyndii before that happens, because with the way she’s behaving i’m really really scared” he nervously explained, putting my parents in a very difficult situation.
They all loved him just like i did, but time truly waits for no one, most especially in Africa.
The question on my parents lips then were, “how soon will the problems with Stella be resolved?”
A very small but difficult question, which he couldn’t convincingly answer.
However mum saw through me, she knew there was something else lurking in my fragile heart. She knew something was seriously amiss. The curiousity in her eyes revealed her fears.
“Tell me the truth, are you truly seeing someone else?, have you fallen in love with another man?” she finally asked when we were alone in her room. Her eyes keenly reading me.
“To find something you cannot see, concentrate on what you can see.”
2pm, Monday {two days later}
“my dear i think it’s time you finally end everything with Mike. That guy is something else, he wants two women at the same time. You can choose to ignore my advice until it becomes too late. You are slowing using up your luck, mark my words” Amara seriously said after i narrated all that transpired between Mike, my parents and i over the weekend. I breathed deeply and stared at her, saying nothing.
“i know you won’t say anything to what i just said, anyway it’s your life and decision to make. I’m off to Calabar, see you tomorrow dear” she smiled, stood up and left. I quietly locked the door, fell on my bed and fetched a novel.
I was about boiling some eggs two hours later, when i heard someone knock on my door.
“who could it be?” i wondered as i opened the door. It really was no other person than Chike.
I wasn’t expecting him, hence my surprise when i saw him at the door. My thoughts ran wildly. Amara’s advice came crashing into my head.
“hullo, may i come in?” he asked polietly,
“of course” i smiled, stepping aside for him to enter. He quietly walked into my room, turned and stared at me with a smile.
“i’ll be leaving the country next monday, i got an urgent call this morning from the hospital i’m working with. I have no choice than to cut short my vacation” he said to me. I gasped and held my waist, feeling very sad.
My expression totally surprised him. He drew close and held my left hand, while i looked up into his eyes, which instantly coloured and lit up like a candle-light.
His face was lovely and inviting, my head confused and spinning.
Then it happened.
His lips came down, crushing mine. A short but hot kiss which engulfed me with a very strange sensation. I instantly became so tense, fragile and vulnerable. I tried to move my face but he calmly drew it up, making me stare into his eyes once again.
“The fear of a ‘NO’ is accountable for so many a ‘YES’ that never was” he murmured. My eyes dimmed.
“I want you, i can’t hold my feelings anymore, i want us to be one. Please say ‘YES’ to me, please give me the chance to prove my worth” he begged. I tried to say something but my lips shook, preventing me. I tried to look away, but couldn’t. My eyes melted as i stared at him.
“okay, yes” i finally murmured. He instantly closed his eyes and heaved a sigh of relief.
“Thank you dearest, thank you” he breathed happily.
“dear Lord, i hope this isn’t another mistake” i prayed, closing my eyes.
I said yes to him, but was conscious of nothing. I truly admired, respected and felt safe with him, but i still was steps away from loving him. It really was a very difficult decision. I couldn’t continue decieving myself with Mike.
“It’s time to control my destiny” i reasoned.
****THE END
EPILOGUE
No one can swim against the tide. Life they say is full of mysteries.
I never knew growing up, falling in love and getting married could be a very difficult accomplishment.
My life story isn’t any different from thousands of girls out there. In search of love i was used, decieved, dumped and lied to. In search of love i played tricks and disappointed many. From mike i found myself with Benjamin, then back to Mike until Chike came along.
Was i a cheap girl??, i very much doubt.
My parents had no choice than to suspend marriage talks with Mike’s family. That was all they could do instead of cancelling everything, because they never came to terms that i had broken up with Mike, especially my dad. They believed our problem was simply a misunderstanding, a minor issue which will sort itself out with time.
As for myself i found it hard to stop loving him, even though i accepted Chike who travelled out of the country days later.
Mike however still tried all he could to gain back my confidence, but unfortunately i never made it easy for him and we never agreed on a single thing. To me his daughter mattered a lot to him, and i couldn’t come to terms with it. Not with obnoxious Stella by the side.
So dear friends, that was how my life went on, until i graduated seven months later. By March the following year. I headed to Bayelsa state for my NYSC programme.
The next chapter of my life, began in Kiama camp.
****Thanks for reading Betrayal***


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